Love.Live.Future

Lost a few kilos and I am so happy about it!
The most important thing is to stay this was well enough.
In early March, a wedding ceremony need to be taken care of.
Well it wasn't me...it is just of of the family is getting married. Yeay!
To be skinny and fit into those dress is a MUST.


I wanted to write something...a story perhaps
Can someone help me with the ideas?

Hello 2012 !

 Kuala Lumpur's facade from the room. Hello 2012 ! 

Hello, Hello, Hello!!!! It is quite late for me actually to update on the entry of 2012. Today is the 4th day of the year. I am feeling a bit nervous. A month from now I will be in my late twenties. I a very very very late twenties.  Should I feel scared? Maybe or maybe not. But I am so sure what I really want this year for my upcoming birthday. 

Let us talk about the new year. It was a great one! Although I sometimes I do feel like crying when remembering things that had happened. I really wish I can let go things and make a move. A drastic moves will be impossible and yup I will try my best. Thanks to the cuties, Zaidiana and Pija. Thank you for being there for me. Thank you also to YSDR for the support and advices although I sometimes feel so hopeless.

New Year Celeb With Cuties~

Recipe: Chocolate Cake With Strawberry Filling

Well, I finally did found the Chocolate Cake recipe that is simple and easy to bake. The truth is, the strawberry filling is only as a diversion....hihi to finish it up the strawberry jam on time before it is too late for consuming. Pssst, the chocolate ganache was very tempting rite?

THE CHOCOLATE CAKE RECIPE

Ingredients

         200g Dark Chocolate
         200g Butter
         170g Plain Flour
         1/4 tsp Soda Bicarbonate
         1/2 tsp Baking Soda
         200g Brown Sugar
         200g Castor Sugar
         25g Coco Powder
         3 Medium Eggs
         75ml Evaporated Milk
        125ml Water

Methods

1. Butter two 8 inch tin and preheat oven at 160 Celsius.
2. Melt in together chocolate, butter and water by double boiling or in a sauce pan.
3. In a bowl, shift together flour, baking soda, soda bicarbonate and coco powder.
4. Beat the eggs in a electrical mixer until fluffy and stir in the evaporated milk.Mix in sugars and pour in the chocolate
5. Add the flour and mix until corporate. Pour the mixture evenly in the baking tin and bake for 1 hour or until the tooth pick came out clean.

CHOCOLATE GANACHE RECIPE

Ingredients

         250ml Eveporated Milk
         250g Dark Chocolate
         3 tbs Castor Sugar

         3 tbs Icing Sugar
         1 tbs Glucose Syrup
         1 tbs Butter

Methods

1. Melt the chocolate, sugar, glucose and butter.
2. After the chocolate mixture has melted, let it cool to the room temperature and put it it the freezer for 15 minutes.
3. Put in the icing sugar and beat the chocolate until fluffy.

HAPPY BAKING PEOPLE!

Penakut maybe one of the best way

Maybe I expected too much this year...too much and definitely I just can't handle it any longer. For this upcoming  2012 I have no expectation at all. Well it is good option for me so far and for my point of view no body will be hurt by living the life as it is...Everyday is an exiting and adventure as my father had told me one day. So, for 2012 no plans for me so far and nothing to reach. Living the life as it is and just wait for surprise and the magic.

Now I'm listening to Penakut and Gadis Semasa by Yuna Zarai.

Penakut - I should be that. Things had happen recently. I turn around and wonder if I hold on to my standpoint, maybe thing will be in another way around. I should have foreseen things and say NO from the beginning because I already know it was very unfair.

Ini tidak adil tidak adil baginya, 

Ini tidak adil tidak adil bagiku, 

Ini tidak adil, 

Untuk engkau bertanya jika ku mencintaimu juga, 

Tidak adil tidak adil baginya

But I was there willing to try my very best, willing to take my chances and abandoning the standpoint. Yes now I have to pay the cost for the things that I have done.

Tak semua kau rancang akan berlaku,

Mungkin nasib tak menyebelahi aku, 

Entah mengapa engkau yang aku cinta, 

Mungkin lebih baik kau ku lepas saja

While writing this post and at the same time listening to the song, I am smiling and thinking how funny I was. Willing to accept things although I do not like it. Willing to compromise, forgive and being tolerate as Zaidiana said. Try too hard to complement others makes people said you are being hypocrite in some ways. Thank you for the experience, time and effort.

If anyone ask, "Dear, are you happy for what you have?". My answer is, "Yes, I am happy and I need to be happy and I will try my best to be happy". Once more I wanted to held my head up high and it is only an unfortunate event that I have been passed through.

BE HAPPY, BE WHAT YOU WANT, BE YOURSELF!

TRY NOT TO BE WHAT OTHERS WANT YOU TO BE...YOU MAY HATE YOURSELF.